Losing Ground

Wait just a moment relax, I have my own anxieties that can cripple in fact From delving deep into me, the true character that hides from reality I swear I don't want to be the burden that I believe that you can see Maybe I minimize my worth, but this ball and chain has been with me since birth And every single time try to realize there's more to me Than meets the eye hope is on my side potentially Victimize myself to point of help I could need Just be a man, convinced I can, lie to me that things can turn out alright The future's just a con and I know it is, I know it is Some of just can't have good luck I feel like I'm gonna be just losing my ground, losing my ground I don't want to fall through the cracks And when did I decide that these words would get to me In such painfully consistent ways And how can I learn to breathe when I am drowning Deeper into all these trenches And when things go wrong, I just play along Hide the shame, and hide everything that will bring you down here I'll try to live once again The futures just a con and I know it is, I know it is Some of us just can't have good luck The futures just a con and I know it is, I know it is Some of us just can't have good luck I feel like I'm gonna be just losing my ground, losing my ground I don't want to fall through the cracks I swear I don't want to be the burden that I believe that you can see Maybe I minimize my worth, but this ball and chain has been with me Something tells me that I am being too harsh, being too harsh On who should be my best friend I may go with the flow here a little far, a little far I'm not even in the water Wait just a moment relapse, I have my own anxieties that can cripple in fact