Cancer (feat. Kron)

Everybody wants to pick out my flaws Aint nobody wants to help me get better Like the day that she walked out the door And I swear that I didn't want to let her  My hearts torn  Man I swear I new better  Sick of fighting So I told her leave  Sit in silence  And I wonder why she cheats I'm a product of the violence  You can find me in the streets Only time I feel love  Is when I'm linking with the feigns I got the food  So I'm making sure they eat  I don't really care  I'm only Tryna make g  Skin cancer deep in my skin  I ain't even got the time to just dwell Cause I know that I'm a win  Feeling sick man I ain't feeling a well I'm needing help  I don't know who tell Nobody cares  Cause it's not there problem They'll only care when I'm down in a coffin And if I complain Then I'm just a bitch  But these cunts don't know  Don't get the sitch  They wonder why I never smile up in a photo You don't get to pic I'm really over life I don't want to live  Cause I'm done with that shit  And I'm done with the scripts  Dark nights I've lost my mind Tryna numb my pain  Tryna numb my pain  To many times  Burry me alive  Burry me alive  With the clothes on my back  With the clothes on my back  Im gone Dark nights I've lost my mind Tryna numb my pain  Tryna numb my pain  To many times  Burry me alive  Burry me alive  With the clothes on my back  With the clothes on my back  Im gone Everybody want to pick out my flaws Aint nobody want to help me get better  Aint nobody even want to know the cause  They just say i  got keep it all together  I've been trying every day  But this shit ain't getting  better  Don't know where to go  Swear I'm loosing my way  I be home all alone  And I'm loosing my brain  I see the doc every week  See he's lips move and I ain't hearing him speak I know that he's talking he ain't talking to me  Truth is I don't really want to know Cause he could tell me  that's the cancer has grown I got a killer in my body  And I turn to a ghost   I talk to God And he never has spoke  So every day that I wake  I'm just loosing my hope I've been raped felt pain So it's harder to cope  I count days with the blade And I'm grabbing the rope  And if I leave tonight Then I'm hoping you know I gave my all to war  But I'm loosing the fight  I feel sore can't talk  Can't open my eyes  I can't walk I'm sure  That I'm leaving tonight  And If I  do go  I ain't leaving your side  Cause every day that you wake  You be thinking of ty  I'll be up in heaven but I'm living alright  You'll be g through the day  But I'll visit at night  I'm done