New Year's Eve

Hey we never talked about What happened New Year's Eve You made your way back in my world And then you had to leave And I'll respect your silence But it's hard not to believe All I worked so hard for years ago Was right there for the taking Hey we never talked about What happened New Year's Day When you looked at me right in my eyes And kissed my hand that way You were always made of mossy stones And I was made of clay I couldn't bear to throw myself At you for fear of breaking I know that wasn't you and me Just vodka and champagne But you went back to Bellingham And I had to remain With the boy I met once I had healed Who loves me pure and plain And now I cannot tell if I am just Comfortable or faking And here I go Reading too much into things again And yes I know Don't want to go back to that spring again When you were my one reality The morphine in my veins When you made me so unstable But you also kept me sane Hey we never talked about What we did to each other I tortured you and you tortured me And then you left for another You said that you could be my friend But you'd never be my lover And now I feel so ill at ease With the ground around us shaking Or is it Hey we never talked about What happens to us now