Before I Die (Freestyle)

Let's go I unconsciously avoid the things I know are good for me When I'm depressed Even when I try hard to stay down and do right I look up and somehow the shit goes left And I don't really mean to But sometimes I f*ck up And end up in fucked up emotional states Then take cheap vacations with trees So I can escape the head spaces that make me believe That I aint shit Cause that aint true Cause I'm still black When I feel blue So still I run I mean still I rise Against all odds I'll still learn to fly Before I die I'll learn to fly Before I die