Daze

The devil smiles again As I try to isolate from within Just when I realize I can't win He sounds my alarm for the day to begin Ah 4 AM again I can't begin to explain all the pain that I'm in I get dressed in the absence of light Cuz my wife's still sleeping so I kiss her goodbye That's the only second of Heaven that I'm blessed with Satan laughs I'm destined The more I pull away The less control I have I subconsciously dig my grave I think about the days as a child When my brain was in denial about the waves of ups and downs And how a vibration can trigger your pain Ain't it a bitch The liquor can tame the itch so you stay faded I'm in another daze again It's just another day my friend, I faze through the gates of sin to make amends Conveyed through my display of hymns I'm in another daze again It's just another day my friend My thoughts travel with the wind Until the boomerang of manifestation creates the rain again The car ride is silent Inside my mind incites violence That's what depression'll do Convince you you don't deserve to be free from you It's a hell of a drug You binge hate yourself until there's a moment of love So I grasp it hoping it'll last Strung out throughout the day like it's elastic Or at least through all the traffic Migraines from divine strain I blame my mind so my brain defines shame Why change when I'm simultaneously burned by the suns rays and the hell fire rain The bad days are sad The good days are okay Either way I wanna nap until I'm drifting away And as I'm thinking I'm not shit I pull up to go clock into my shift And think about I'm in another daze again It's just another day my friend, I faze through the gates of sin to make amends Conveyed through my display of hymns I'm in another daze again It's just another day my friend My thoughts travel with the wind Until the boomerang of manifestation creates the rain again