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Don't know where to find that spark
That I lost along the way for this art
I question and pick my own thoughts apart
While I simultaneously grieve my fathers departure
My attempt to nurture the wound isn't as natural as the first heartbeat in a womb
I don't know if I can
Or if I even know how to
If I shall die before I wake my last thought was about you
I wanna get drunk
I wanna be numb
Until I stare into the eyes of my son
It's at that moment I know I'm needed
The moment I flow to Jesus to ask him to choke the demons
So I can breathe easy this evening
I try to guide myself to understand what it really entails to mold a strong man
It takes patience, love and the strength to
Say thank you to everything that made you
Don't know where to find that spark
Don't know how I got so far
Don't know how I've lost my way
Then found my faith on layaway
Don't know where to find that spark
Don't know how I got so far
Don't know how I've lost my way
Then found my faith on laya-layaway
This is the moment - this is the moment
Where I feel like I can control it
I wanna fight - all my omens - all my omens
Cuz they're always tryna take over my vibe
So I fill my whole day by filling a whole page with feelings and old ways of dealing with My rage
It's quite strange - how I can obsess over nothing for like days
Even with my ducks in a row
I find it hard to just take it slow
Just to go for a stroll
Cuz the thought of you is the price of the toll and dad - I don't really wanna run no more
I need help with acceptance
Cuz I can't tell if it's a lesson
Or divine intervention - it seems
That everything I learns in the middle of both of these
So I sing
Don't know where to find that spark
Don't know how I got so far
Don't know how I've lost my way
Then found my faith on layaway
Don't know where to find that spark
Don't know how I got so far
Don't know how I've lost my way
Then found my faith on laya-layaway

