Tired

The name's Iso to the Indiv, don't get it twisted I come from a background of many friendships that always ended On my behalf they descended It's nothing personal so don't feel attacked when I mention that It's just the way that my mind yells Telling me I can't grow if I need someones help It's all about energy right But how do you be there for a friend and not submit to their fight When you know they're only there to drag you down to their level Cuz their mindset is stuck in this town The devilish frown is like a bride in a gown Captivating, entranced in Earth's sound, turnt loud So you're stuck, once again in a rut Struggling to get up but now you don't give a f*ck So you pray the pain to fade but you're too lazy to slay the day So you waste away, like I'm too tired to get up I'm too uninspired I'm too tired to give a f*ck I'm too caught in the fire I'm too tired to get up I'm too uninspired I'm too tired to give a f*ck I'm too goddamn tired I would never try to explain my situation to a face whose presence always needs to be celebrated Cuz that's not real, and that's how I feel I really deal with different personas eating my will, to push through The definition of demon But I understand that you're only living what you're perceiving The stealth to health ratio's only felt If you're too fucked up to tell if you're living in heaven or hell For whom the bell tolls The out of control false prophets who sold their soul I look at my hand and I fold I hate jokers, kings, queens and most of all trolls That's why I keep to myself most of my days Cuz I'm the only one that can really melt it away But until that happens I'll stay confined by my madness By rappin' my stresses and past tenses I'm too tired to get up I'm too uninspired I'm too tired to give a f*ck I'm too caught in the fire I'm too tired to get up I'm too uninspired I'm too tired to give a f*ck I'm too goddamn tired