Terminal Velocity

Last month was a haze The kiss of Mary Jane Abundant in this place To the extent that I taste Nothingness, not depressed But thinking that All is lost in this mess Afraid of dark, I stay awake This endless turmoil I cannot break The faces that I see in front of me are fake Their lies confuse and I make mistakes Hate what I see, I close my eyes And stumble in this jungle Can't see the chasm in front of me The ground begins to crumble A bit too late, but I can see a light It is so bright there is no shadow in its might But I can't walk and I can't crawl For there's no leverage for me at all, and I fall But even when I reach my terminal velocity I do not beg and I do not plea No screams from me, and they can see That even in my fall, they will remember me Can't deny I'm falling To the laughter of my enemies For help I'm not calling Even now you can't f*ck with me Can't fall any faster I've reached my terminal velocity But even as I fall You haters will remember me Afraid of heights But am falling anyway On the brink of sanity So praying's not the way Took a pill today And a hit or two of weed Trying to find some freedom From the tyranny of greed Waking every morning Thinking bout the misery That I have to see As i walk down the street Homeless, cripple Orphans are weeping Praying for God to take them As they're sleeping Does it have to be The pain of those we know To show that we care About the smallest decimal Of populations occupying This world we call home With billions around us We still feel alone Afraid of heights and am Still climbing up high Fearing that i'll fall But fearing more to stay here, why No reason for living With wounds that keep bleeding With eyes that keep tearing In a place without meaning Wind hitting my face I'm falling in my eyes Reaching terminal velocity I realize That there's no faster I can go making my life grow So i try to take it slow And enjoy its flow Can't deny I'm falling To the laughter of my enemies For help I'm not calling Even now you can't f*ck with me Can't fall any faster I've reached my terminal velocity But even as I fall You haters will remember me Can't deny I'm falling To the laughter of my enemies For help I'm not calling Even now you can't f*ck with me Can't fall any faster I've reached my terminal velocity But even as I fall You haters will remember me To the laughter of my enemies Even now you can't f*ck with me I've reached my terminal velocity You haters will remember me To the laughter of my enemies Even now you can't f*ck with me I've reached my terminal velocity You haters will remember me