It's not peer pressure, it's just your turn

I shut myself away for hours in my room Begging for things to get better Falling apart and the pain in my hearts unbearable I'm so fucking tired so just lay me to rest so that I never have to get up out of this bed I'm crying all day but it's all self inflicted What is wrong with me I don't feel real isolate in my head Please just listen to me Your touch still remains comforting This will all repeat This will all repeat I sometimes wonder if there's more to life than this I always wonder how I can get over this When everyone around me feels like an enemy Everyone around me feels like an enemy I'm so sick of my brain telling my heart what to do I'm so sick of myself locking myself in my room I'm so sick of my brain telling my heart what to do I'm so sick of myself locking myself in my room My room The only thing keeping me here are my friends and my girlfriend They are the only thing that set me free They are the only thing that keep me here My life is leaving I think it's time for me to move on from this I think it's time for me to move on from this I need to move on from this I need to move on from this Maybe it's time that I move on from this