Change of Existence

What a terrible night At least i put up a fight Cant wait to go to school so i can get that terrible vibe Shes so far away but at the front of my mind Axiety takes control It was just a matter of time Oh why oh why oh why oh why oh why Oh why did this happen to me Funny how things fly by at the right time for the me guy Is it only A coincidence Or perhaps a miss calculation Or maybe god made sure My brain turned into a napalm Im changin Ive never been on this planee Existence Will never be all the same Im cravin The green grass when i would play Simple life Of the simple pre-teenage Yesterday a broken mirror I dont think i could go near her Nah nah Ive yelled at myself All because her im drowned in hell I couldnt help but to call her after all i dealt With how were you so selfish Cheated on me with my friend Now friendless Now who the hell am i friends with The main homie He stuck his head out when he heard that Hey nick Did you hear that she said she loves me No one else above me Thank god for that bubbly little coke would be lovely Ive learned a big lesson All love aint endless Gee aint that depressin Im changin Ive never been on this planee Existence Will never be all the same Im cravin The green grass when i would play Simple life Of the simple pre-teenage Im changin Ive never been on this planee Existence Will never be all the same Im cravin The green grass when i would play Simple life Of the simple pre-teenage