Can I Talk My Shit

Where Y'all been at? Y'all were posed to be here I needed Y'all Of course its all on me Its all my fault The f*ck is this bullshit? I'm sick of it F*ck Can I talk my shit  Running round town with a tape on my hip Thinking bout the niggas we was with Any problems we can straighten it quick Any nigga hatin You can suck my dick Back when emotions ran high You know it was like the summertime Chilling on the porch Until it was time to hide Red truck drive by It's go bye bye Or stay looking from the sky On my momma I was tryna get by A whole lot of dreams Just tryna touch the sky If I could I'd fly from this place  I'd never look back Cuz living in the trap I'm destined to snap I was raised better than to throw up a set In mind I feel like I got no time left Might as well have my fun before I end up dead No matter what the color is When the lead hits the flesh we all see red Aye can I talk my shit Ride around town with a tape on my hip Ugh my flow so sick A lot of niggas hating you can suck my dick When I open my mouth It's like your ears on silence It's they're no where to be found Aye can I talk my shit? Can I talk my shit? Aye can I talk my shit Sitting in the crib all pissed What's the risk involved? Lately I been wondering how many done fall Was it worth it at all? Cuz all this pain got a nigga wondering if I'll ever get far I hate showing these scars I hate having to stand tall The only time I'm free is when there's alcohol I can numb it all I'm not home please don't call This depression has me gone When it's time to talk But y'all don't listen and that's cool I could be calling out for help But y'all probably skipped this song