When I Arrive

See I just try and stay in my zone Keep it on till the crack of dawn See a lot on my mental  I think I need to be alone I'ma just turn off my phone Listen to tapes off my Walkman See I just wanna get lost in vibe Instead of being around all the strife I'd be lying if I said I wasn't grateful for this life But times I just need lie and watch the clouds Lately I've found hope in this world Something I thought I'd only find in a girl I was tryna value in pearls  When really I should focused on my worth and myself I've focused on wealth and what it builds Instead of my mind and how I feel To be honest I just want the best for myself and rest right beside me Today I feel like my soul is flying I'm on top of mountain No one can tame this lion Whatever y'all selling I ain't buying I'm gonna keep climbing  Even if I fail I'm always keep trying Always keep trying I just wanna make em proud I wanna say I finally figured it out I just wanna make em proud I wanna say I finally figured it out I wanna be remembered for these lines Instead of my strife I just wanna touch sky One day I'ma make this world mine Remember that I said in this line Nappy headed kid from the view Back against the wall I got nothin to lose I gotta allot issues But when we breakthrough I can shout like Hebrews Make dreams come true Sorry momma I know I got a lot going on I know we always argue on the phone every month But yo baby grown  Can't wait to uplift your soul Maybe make you shed a tear it's joy