Regrets

My father always told me that you shouldn't have regrets Gotta take the shit you been through and just wear it on your chest But the hardest points in life ain't too easy to forget How you supposed to move forward without watching every step? I regret every lie that I ever had to tell Regret putting my Moms and my Pops through hell Regret fighting addiction, though it made me who I am Regret ever cheating, even if I got ahead I was on the brink of breaking, kept waiting, but got impatient I regret never putting the time in school, I was wasting Cutting class to do prescriptions and drinking and getting faded Had my family worried sick that I never was gon' make it A pessimist, I can't see the glass half full Mad at all the life, I was trained to ride the bull Tryna skip a couple steps and regretted what I was making Put the cart before the horse and then nothing's getting created My father always told me that you shouldn't have regrets Gotta take the shit you been through and just wear it on your chest But the hardest points in life ain't too easy to forget How you supposed to move forward without watching every step? My girl don't trust me, she consider me a cheater 'Cause my prior girl I practiced on, I ain't know how to treat her Made mistakes in the beginning, now I look like a deceiver I regret what I had did but tryna make her a believer That I changed for the better, thought I'd f*ck around forever But in meeting her, it made me want to try a different method I been logging off of socials 'cause they tend to be the devil Put a camera in the crib and told the females I done settled I regret making mistakes that would make her lose trust Regret being a man, because we driven by the lust Now she only see the negative, I did it, tears erupt Tryna patch up every wound, it been days they never stuck My addiction is a mess, everyday I be tryna quit She be tryna help me though it ain't a problem on her list Everything I ever did, I learned I have to live with But I hate that we affect our people with our own shit My father always told me that you shouldn't have regrets Gotta take the shit you been through and just wear it on your chest But the hardest points in life ain't too easy to forget How you supposed to move forward without watching every step?