Happy Place

I can't be happy no matter how many times I try I try to play with you everything just goes awry I have these feelings in my heart driving me to suicide And I can't walk away and I'm just trying to fight through I don't wanna go through it again People tryna fight me for oxygen I don't wanna hate you let's pretend Like everything's normal in the end But that doesn't work Every time Give it the days and The truth comes to light I tried to look past All of your spite Wanted to believe That everything's fine In the simulation fucking with my cranium Results were loaded set in titanium Usually, I can see it before it happens But this time I sat there and watched it And now I feel pain It's fucking up my brain Need a cup of henny just to go and smile again Want the pills to watch the rainfall, quiet lemme make a call I can't be happy no matter how many times I try I try to play with you everything just goes awry I have these feelings in my heart driving me to suicide And I can't walk away and I'm just trying to fight through I can't be happy no matter how many times I try I try to play with you everything just goes awry I have these feelings in my heart driving me to suicide And I can't walk away and I'm just trying to fight through