Insomniac

These days I can't go to sleep I count my blessings endlessly I see you're pain and fucking weep This contradiction constantly I fucking feel like Constantine These toxic thoughts are haunting me Like where's the love unconsciously Can't find the calm I'm lost at sea I learned to go to sleep with all these thoughts since I was twelve And now my demons passing on and I feel like I'm in a cell I'm in a tomb I'm in a place I think I used up my mistakes Give me a break my mind will ache a thousand ills my heart can take So now its time for my bad decisions Now my head wont fucking listen Episodes in this fucking prison Toxic thoughts and indecision Insomniac Heart so cold and I can't react See it there and my mind goes black But I can't complain let my mind attack Let my mind detach So now its time for my bad decisions Now my head wont fucking listen Episodes in this fucking prison Toxic thoughts and indecision Insomniac Heart so cold and I can't react See it there and my mind goes black But I can't complain let my mind attack Let my mind detach for sure