Optimism

I hid Behind You're eyes So I don't have to say my feelings I'm wearing a disguise Cause my emotions have me reeling I'm optimistic things will change That they'll be better anyway It don't matter what I do Ill always play the fool I know what I meant to you You're the toy for my childish mood I said I lost to you In this game we played for two I know what I meant to you You're the toy for my childish mood I said I lost to you In this game we played for two I could tell you that I'm falling out of love And you would tell me that I just have to be patient I feel the walls are closing in I've had enough I feel like I just need to go on a vacation But when were sitting there together its amazing So fucking good that we don't need no conversation Got my headspace living in elevation Till I'm grounded from reality I hate it I feel selfish when I talk bout complications But I'm saying that my mind is fucking breaking I hope I see a different light cause I need saving All this praying never solved the shit I'm taking Two shots for the ballroom Two shots for the bells I'm living in a monsoon Contemplating if I lost you Add another to the list I could f*ck a thousand bitches but I would always reminisce I know what I meant to you You're the toy for my childish mood I said I lost to you In this game we played for two I know what I meant to you You're the toy for my childish mood I said I lost to you In this game we played for two I just had to let you know Time will pass the scars will hold We'll disappear as you become old Or you'll collapse and fall ion the road The time passes As everything turns to ashes And I Tried my best to make things better I don't know how long I'll hold it together I know what I meant to you You're the toy for my childish mood I said I lost to you In this game we played for two I know what I meant to you You're the toy for my childish mood I said I lost to you In this game we played for two