Son Of Monica

Still blaming momma for fucking up the Family tree I'm still showing ya love what more you want From me Nightmares of my body just laying in a hurst No girl can f*ck with break my heart cause momma did it first Look This oughta be the longest interlude Arguing with my conscious he wanna see Me lose Yeah something like self sabotage, only time Will reveal I'm thinking like debarge Cause we be dealing with this trauma The shits all in our genes and we get it from Our mamas And we just hurting, hurting from the pain We call it disconnect The same people who birth you question Your Intellect Wish this was ninety five Cause I gotta get it Back infidelity issues she thought she was a Mac Yeah nigga And that's facts Niggas hating on me cause they know that I Can rap Bitches hating on me cause I do not wanna Chat You never showed me love when I Only had the naps Could've been a picture looking through the Wrong lenses Listen to lyrics please do not get offended Love momma so much she ain't even earn My forgiveness She all up in my face please go mind Yo Business Born outta wedlock we could be a real Family when all the games stop There's always power players, now I'm Talking to god hope answer my prayers Cause I've been talking to satan too Promising riches Don't think I should trust 'em, he plotting shit So vicious Looking out the window and the clouds are Getting darker Rain drops of the pain been thinking bout My father I wasn't there before so why the f*ck now Should I bother I know he been thinking about me These souls so lost and they crowding I'm blessed I must not lose focus I pray my Kids become precocious I know he been thinking about me These souls so lost and they crowding I'm blessed I must not lose focus I pray my Kids become precocious