Hope You Understand Now

I can't just finesse I cannot digress I want more success So what can I expect? I'm working so damn hard To earn my own respect I'm tired of asking my sister for money from her check I know she loves to help me but it's hurt me in my chest Her lil brother needs to grow the f*ck up and pay rent I can't be hard on myself cause look at all my progress I know I'm worth more than all them zeros on the check But this just my perspective I get really introspective I love learning bout my patterns I'm the type to ask the questions Reflecting on my lust and how they view me as suggestive Yeah I like to f*ck around but I still stay selective The problems I'm addressing Is me learning my lessons I'm practicing my wording everything is manifesting I'll be vulnerable and a reference to the collective To level up and evolve I'll be the suggestion Times around like this I think I about when I was homeless Many folks don't know that it was like I was hurting Thankful for my friends cause they helped me while I was yearning Sleeping on floors, in cars it was so disturbing I fixed my behavior and told myself there's no returning Now I gotta house and it feels so fucking deserving Never going back because I won't do that disservice I'll sacrifice my time for my family cause they deserve it I'm really big on making sure I make this right I gotta leave a legacy before I die I'm making history, that's my mission in life I passed on good women who could've been some wives We had to separate I couldn't treat them right I could apologize, but I have too much pride I'm honest now but back then I was full of lies I'm a real man now I hope you understand me now, damn (Cus I'm tryna make it perfect)