The Calling

Watching grainy washed out tapes Holding on to fading shapes An impassable moat takes Room from my door to all my aids Leaving all my lights turned on Listening to this very song Feels like everything went wrong Leaving all those states of mind Leaving all those words to find Leaving all those things, I've got to be Leaving all these days for night Leaving you with all your pride Thinking, I was acting constantly But it's not me Listening to The Calling's tune On this darkest day of june Leaving all my troubles soon On this summers afternoon Fading knocking at the door Rising pumping at my core Trying leaving you once more Come and face it, dear You won't save me here Wherever I will go, you know You'll never follow me up here Leaving all those states of mind Leaving all those words to find Leaving all those things, I've got to be Leaving all these days for night Leaving you with all your pride Thinking, I was acting constantly But it's not me I hear you knocking down the door You followed me up here once more I'm standing near the gates to fly I'm way too far to say goodbye You try to safe my messed up life You kick away my favorite knife You take me on a highway drive But I'm long gone and far from strife