Conscious

Everyday I gotta get up My money be calling Everyday I push aside my feelings Im falling Told me it's gon be ok But it's not they problem Smoking top-shelf Wondering how I solve em Took a lot of risk In the world with no options Run away train Wanna run From the nonsense Big time rush So my heart still Be throbbing Talking to myself But its more like a Conscious Steady playing games But I just felt like pausing Bout to make a great escape I cannot be stalling I don't wanna feel this way Like I need a doctor Something they could fix But there's still an imposter Everyday I gotta get up My money be calling Everyday I push aside my feelings Im falling Told me it's gon be ok But it's not they problem Smoking top-shelf Wondering how I solve em Took a lot of risk In the world with no options Run away train Wanna run From the nonsense Big time rush So my heart still Be throbbing Talking to myself But its more like a Conscious Steady playing games But I just felt like pausing Bout to make a great escape I cannot be stalling I don't wanna feel this way Like I need a doctor Something they could fix But there's still an imposter And I've felt this way since I came out in diapers Listen to me when I tell you I'm tired Everyday I gotta get up My money be calling Everyday I push aside my feelings Im falling Told me it's gon be ok But it's not they problem Smoking top-shelf Wondering how I solve em Took a lot of risk In the world with no options Run away train Wanna run From the nonsense Big time rush So my heart still Be throbbing Talking to myself But its more like a Conscious It still hurts to breathe when I breathe out this fire Nothings the same But I knew I grew wiser Rolled up my pain gotta find Me a lighter Eyes so sharp like The eye of the tiger Keeping control No one is setting my timer Don't be mad when my circle gets tighter I wish the world was a little bit nicer It could be true But they want us to suffer