Growing Pains

I just wanna love sometimes Wait I just jumped out there with both feet She fell in love wit a real nigga but I wasn't real enough to keep it real wit her See me and you not equal not trying to please these people that don't give a f*ck about me The love ain't equal I don't believe these people when they say they got love for me She fell in love wit a real nigga but I wasn't real enough to keep it real wit her See me and you not equal not trying to please these people that don't give a f*ck about me The love ain't equal I don't believe these people when they say they got love for me Wale said a deal should come wit therapy Do that mean if I don't sign I'm forever crazy Forever my lady Jodeci was playin when I came wit half on our little lady Anxiety when I'm lookin at her the way she runnin Through pampers gotta get my shit together Askin granny what it mean when your eye twitch Gotta be careful who I'm seeing eye to eye wit I'm 6'2 so if you coming up short our vision different I accepted that from the start My body say athlete my mind say what I wanna be greatest thing pop said was imma be great I feel it's my time now got stuck in traffic I'm late Better late than never or any cliches you wanna throw together I'm a open book this a open letter your tone off don't sweat it just make it last forever See me and you not equal not trying to please these people that don't give a f*ck about me The love ain't equal I don't believe these people when they say they got love for me She fell in love wit a real nigga but I wasn't real enough to keep it real wit her See me and you not equal not trying to please these people that don't give a f*ck about me The love ain't equal I don't believe these people when they say they got love for me Her brother knew about my side chick where his loyalty go he see me as his bro His dad and his big homey all wrapped in one I'm in her guts he on the game playin live wit her son I'm smashin raw so I pulled up out it ride back I turned the music up we ain speak about it Cracked my window and ashed passed him the blunt Without a sound I knew he'd hold it down Cuz he understood the code of niggas he round You don't speak on what you seen or question what you heard Only got two things in this world your balls and your word See I struck out in love her words struck a nerve They say you get what you deserve guess I ain deserve you