i hate myself

I fucking hate myself I wanna die so bad Ah, no one else can help You, you I fucking hate myself I wanna die so bad Ah, no one else can help You, you Leave me out of your temptation That's okay with me Gotta outlive the expectation That I will ever heal I will never understand The whys and hows of it Gotta hate you now, gotta call the end In the hope we'll never meet Sip your drink and tell me more of what I wanna hear Losing me's the catastrophe that you have never feared I'm all alone being held by my bed I don't wanna be a prison to the things you said I fucking hate myself I wanna die so bad Ah, no one else can help You, you I fucking hate myself I wanna die so bad Ah, no one else can help You, you I believed in infinity for a limited time I believe in the silence until it tears your apart I believed in the road that I am destined to take Do you hear me? Let me just.. Just wait Am I good enough for you or do I love you enough? My head is pretty fucked up and my heart can be as rough But I promised that I'd do anything that I know Wasn't sure that that meant letting you go Now I'm stuck between a little bottle and some pills Your notification's got me hooked up to those chills I thought you were for me a blessing in disguise I respect you way to much to tell you any lies I fucking hate myself I wanna die so bad Ah, no one else can help You, you I fucking hate myself I wanna die so bad Ah, no one else can help You, you I'll call you when I get home I'll call you when I get home I'll call you when I get home I'll call you when I get home I don't wanna hate myself I'm asking for your help I think you just got in my head F*ck you