floating

You remind me of how I feel sometimes How's that? Like, I'm on the verge of just blowing up And all the stress and pressure and anxiety just bubbling up Yeah Midnight thoughts got me tangled again Heart heavy but I never let it bend Silent room but my mind too loud Wrote my truth in the clouds, never proud Eyes bloodshot but I still see clear Life cut deep but I never show fear Stuck in the past like it's on repeat But my future plays loud in every beat Missed calls, left texts on read Ghosted the pain but it sleeps in my bed No map, just roads I create No fate, just time I debate I don't need no path to follow Lost today, might find tomorrow Broken skies and faded sorrow Still I rise like there's no bottle to swallow Floatin' through the dark with my head in the sky No anchors on me when the waves get high If I fall, I fall with pride Sink or swim, I'm still the tide Floatin' through the dark with my head in the sky No anchors on me when the waves get high If I break, let the pieces fly Still pushin, no goodbye Hoodie on tight, drownin' out the noise World on mute, just me and my voice Dreams too big for the city I'm in But I paint my way out with ink and pen No gold, just the weight I carry No love lost, just feelings I bury Eyes closed but my vision wide Got no map but I trust the ride Broke the chains they never saw Built my wings from every flaw Light too dim but I still shine raw Never played safe, always broke the law I don't need no path to follow Lost today, might find tomorrow Broken skies and faded sorrow Still I rise like there's no bottle to swallow Floatin' through the dark with my head in the sky No anchors on me when the waves get high If I fall, I fall with pride Sink or swim, I'm still the tide Floatin' through the dark with my head in the sky No anchors on me when the waves get high If I break, let the pieces fly Still pushin, no goodbye No safety net, just free fall vibes Every scar a story that survives Lost in the waves but I make my flow If they ask, tell 'em I had to go Still floating, still breathing No script just feeling