would you?

Lost in my mind again Midnight thoughts creepin' in, yeah, they never left Heart heavy, past on my chest, no time to rest I'm tryna heal but these scars cut deep Dreams whisper loud but reality's too tough Missed calls, I left 'em unread Too many ghosts in my head, can't put 'em to bed I said I'm fine, but that's just for the show Truth is, I'm drowning slow Can't find peace in a world so loud Smoke in the air, tryna block it out Said I'd be okay, but I'm lost somehow Hold me down when I start to slip Close my eyes when the lights get dim I know I'm not who I used to be But would you still f*ck with me? Time moves fast, but my pain won't fade Same old fights in a different shade If I break down, would you let me be? Or would you still f*ck with me? Yeah I tried to outrun the past, but it stays close Memories sharp like the lines on my notes I'm scared of love, but I crave it the most I swear, it's like a fucking ghost I see your face in the night, yeah, it haunts me Swear I'm fine, but that's just what I want me To believe when the day feels too long Another hit, another song Emotions tangled like wires in my brain Love felt sweet, now it tastes like pain I lost too much to stay the same But f*ck it, I'll take the blame Can't find peace in a world so loud Smoke in the air, tryna block it out Said I'd be okay, but I'm lost somehow Hold me down when I start to slip Close my eyes when the lights get dim I know I'm not who I used to be But would you still f*ck with me? Time moves fast, but my pain won't fade Same old fights in a different shade If I break down, would you let me be? Or would you still f*ck with me?