big dreams/empty pockets

Big dreams and empty pockets Had my sanity and then I fuckin lost it Spending my life living cheque to cheque Anxiety attack, im a fucking wreck Smoking roaches on the dashboard Is there anything to look forward to All these thoughts getting to my head I won't forget the last thing you said Feel like im at my low This life can really blow Don't wanna live no more Walk away slam the door Are this pills really the antidote? Just know that this is my ending quote Life so far been filled with lies Alone at night you could hear my cries Awake up late til sunrise You really put on a good disguise like yuh This is my downfall That was a close call Hole in the drywall What fuckin lowball Screened your phone call The town I call home they named it Stonewall Big dreams and empty pockets Had my sanity and then I fuckin lost it Spending my life living cheque to cheque Anxiety attack, im a fuckin wreck I feel like there's nothing But I know I want something I hate this more than anything Empty pockets but I still got everything F*ck