Perfect

Falling Fading Down down down I go I just wanna be one of them that's riding the next wave Is all of this effort worth chasing the fame? Chasing bills chasing girls it's all the same Haven't been the same since my relationship status changed I was in love once Was with her for four years but f*ck i was a dumb cunt It wasn't just all tears Was running from more fears I bled on the floor when i knew it was our last run We were young i should've left it in the past done I blamed me like look at what your past done But it made me it's driving me crazy They're judging but lately I don't really give a f*ck none I got problems My life's not bad I haven't felt rock bottom But I got this feeling that lies at the bottom of my stomach That one day i'll lose myself and it's something that I can't stomach I just wanna vomit all the negativity out If my younger self saw how would he see me now? I wrote a note in high school to the 5 years in the future me It's been 5 years shit i should've wrote a eulogy I'm dead inside Deadset all i do is stay inside My mind resides behind walls you can't get inside My goals are set aside and you move forward while i get left behind you know It ain't all that bad though If i keep chasing my dreams i can flex i got mad ho's But they're really mad though Amount of times I fucked them over coz I only wanted to slam bro Who's perfect? Someone tell me who's perfect? Been looking in every crevice somehow i'm still searching Will I be ever forgiven? coz i'm still learning But if I die today I guess i'll be dirt then You're perfect? You're telling me you're perfect? You go about your day you scream you're perfect? Like you got somewhere to be people saying you're worth it But if you die today i guess it's your turn then I'm not looking for an ounce of pity I'm just a kid in a loud city I try to tone it down but it gets me aroused Coz i see that money then i want plenty I said i'll never be materialistic Lets be realistic I look in the mirror every time i leave the house I need a new wardrobe every time i go out And i need it more so every time i look around I feel a little low but this time i'll come around If i talk in Morse Code then let me figure it out Coz only the lord knows no matter how profound Had plenty of shit goes gotta make it somehow I rep the RBT with my entourage And built a recording studio in my mum's garage We can do anything coz our bond has lasted It's been 10 years don't compare your bond to ours The world is ours like Nas when he wrote to us My state of mind had changed when i closed my past I'm focused no matter how much i'm broken up i'm owning up I'm still here 3rd times a charm hat tricks like Adam Gilchrist Every time i progress getting better I feel it In the air when the drum fill is nearing And you can't hold me down and i really mean it yeah Coz i wanna be perfect I wanna be perfect But no one is perfect no Coz i wanna be perfect I wanna be perfect But no one is perfect no Coz i wanna be perfect I gotta be perfect But no one is perfect no Coz i wanna be perfect I gotta be perfect But no one is perfect no