Sunshine's near (feat. Rita el Takchi)

Look into the night Tears you probably could hear Dreams I’ve only tasted That’s guarded by my fear Oh dear shit Think it’s going somewhere But it’s really going nowhere In a minute I’ll be sober She gotta leave huh now it’s all over Questioning why I’m back up in this corner I dug myself out the hole but I dug another See my demons arrive I pray I hope I find the sunshine Yeah the sunshine’s near Got a bright idea Tell me do you wanna help someone that might not care Wanna do a favor here Make a sacrifice there Why am I broke as a motherfucker? No idea Got no energy on the boat getting sea sick Floating to keep me from soaking with leeches My folks are the reason I’ve grown to be reasonable I don’t wanna eat coz I’m full Difficult uh Someone that you’d love to ridicule uh Someone with the confidence that never came to bloom uh Living in the blues and I never had a clue And the dog barking at the door who the f*ck is you? She said ILY And I’ll be into you straight silly Give me your phone coz I can picture us in a selfie hun You know the ones at Westfield’s? She’s defs for real Got her lips filled Botox in her head still Ahead I feel Jumped the gun and I stepped in front of it Lead her on but I was bluffing and really undercover I’m just trynna uh I just wanna relieve the stress I just wanna duck I’m smoking these cigarettes till my lungs hiss Snakes in the grass I can’t function Been around them a lot I feel like that I might become them Who gives a f*ck then Succumb to my thoughts, eruption I wanna love but how can I love when I can’t even love myself? You keep fooling all them to survive Survive All these voices in my head tonight Tonight Not feeling so nice Ooh ooh ooh But I’ll be alright Ooh ooh ooh I said run when the law say tell me where you from mate? Not looking to get caught but I’m caught up in this shit uh I said run when your mum say tell me why you are late? Tripping in the guilt but I’m really tripping dicks I walk into the sky I fall but never die yeah I’m tall but my head is tired I’m drawn straight into the fire I’m warm keeping me alive is In the dawn when the sun is rising What’s the pricing? When you’re thinking in the clouds But It hits you with some lightning uh My skin burns, my rims turn, I linger Not moving I’m choosing to ring her She wants me when she feels I don’t even ask for much I give all of my love when I should be giving all to my mum I treat these gangas better why do I let it uh The foot of your own mother is over heaven uh Why do I grab a dagger and stab her from under? I don’t really mean it I use my anger as just a cover I love her but don’t show it I copied my dads motions All I know is how to show off impression’s the main focus uh How do you handle it when you just wanna steer? But crash into everything you love just living in fear Check it You keep fooling all them to survive Survive All these voices in my head tonight Tonight Not feeling so nice Ooh ooh ooh But I’ll be alright Ooh Uh I don’t know what it is man but f*ck I feel like I’m just gonna snap bro Yeah Switched on with a flick Wait another sec Stay calm then I tick I’ll never let it slip Sweaty palms in a fist What’s up with this kid? Now I’m gone losing sense Logic in the bin Then I scream Gonna make another scene No one understands me I can’t tell you how I feel I wanna break everything This just doesn’t seem real Blame everyone but me Loving is hard still I’d love you love me as a fan Love me as a mate Love me when you can Love me on the first date Love me when I’m wrong Love me when I’m away Love me in the job interview when I’m late Love me as a son Love me when you hate Love me give me some energy when I play Love me whatever your religion or race Love me coz I’ll always love you anyway Yeah and we're caught in the summer light Yeah and we're caught in the summer light Yeah and we're caught in the summer light Caught in the summer light Caught in the summer light yeah Caught in the summer light No matter if the thunder strikes We're caught in the summer light Caught in the summer light Caught in the summer light I live the life I live I get caught up in it Suffocating from it all but I love it I can’t get over this Drowning in hopelessness It’ll take a toll on me but I’ve got it Coz I’ll be alright Ooh ooh ooh But I’ll be alright Love I Love You Love I Love You Love I Love you Love I Love you