Patterns

Having a hard time trying to find if I'm on the right path Making changes cutting things and straight up making people mad Sofar so happy living your life's so called fullest extent Worst of all is all the people's time you wasted Always kept it up til I could start losing it all Happy smile, no big deal, like I'd wanna talk Holding on to this push and pull Life inside just gets so cold Like God just set you there, such an embarrassment And I got wounds upon my skin like words I never get to say And I just never get it, day by day Bet it sucks that moving on gets so much easier to take Always reminded of a time around this time last fall Coldest morning or shitty weekend I can't stand grey walls I just tend to shake for minutes and lock the stall One more night to spend alone Like God just set you there, such an embarrassment And I got wounds upon my skin like words I never get to say And I just never get it, day by day Bet it sucks that moving on gets so much easier to take I stayed quiet you got high and let it get your head I'm the side that's left to suffer and defend the pack Let's just end it, I'll just bend Apparent contact ends Acting like a friend has never been it Like God just set you there, such an embarrassment And I got wounds upon my skin like words I never get to say And I just never get it, day by day Bet it sucks that moving on gets so much easier to take