Sucker Punch

I'm getting used to failing And sleeping in my car And i melted some leather on the dashboard because My rolling skills man they just haven't gotten that far And i swear your clothes are almost in the mail It's on the top of my to-do list It's just this semesters got the best of me Don't worry friend i'll make it through this on my own Amd i've been trying to be less hateful And i'm getting help The only one that i hate anymore Is myself If we're not going to pittsburgh I'll just smoke in my car I bet you're still high as f*ck from your lunch break You know that i hate it So i'm tryna take it day by day Like does it still count as a sucker punch If i'm the only one that gets hit in the face And i'ts like i guess i kind of lost direction And it's not that you could be a bit possessive I'm sorry i get so hung up on things Because you definitely didn't deserve it I know that i'm awful I'm probably still toxic But you were like xanax and i got addicted And it's fucked the things i'd do to have you back in michigan Sitting in my bed but i guess we're passed that now If we're not going to pittsburgh I'll just smoke in my car I bet you're still high as f*ck from your lunch break You know that i hate it So i'm tryna take it day by day Like does it still count as a sucker punch If i'm the only one that gets hit in the face