I'm Sorry

I've been living a double life of sorts Now I'm somewhere in between My intentions are better than they look But my history's not so clean Now I'm caught up in a landslide Trying to find my bearings and direction And I'm being buried alive While trying to move without any suspicion You said Why use excuses as an alibi? Why would I Waste my time on someone who won't try? I wish I was any good at saying sorry I wish I didn't need to in the first place Although I've been trying hard to close the distance It still feels like I'm moving in place I tried to turn a blind eye But I'm seeing double instead It's been such a long time Since I have cleared my head Is anything sacred? Does anything satiate you anymore? Were all these years wasted? Do you even love me anymore? I can't even begin to explain why So how could I Offer a punishment that fits the crime? I wish I was any good at saying sorry I wish I didn't need to in the first place Although I've been trying hard to close the distance It still feels like I'm stuck when I want to Be back home Be back home I want to Be back home Be back home I wish I was any good at saying sorry I wish I didn't need to in the first place Although I've been trying hard to close the distance It still feels like I'm stuck when I want to Be back home Be back home I want to Be back home Be back home