NUMB (feat. Reco Bands)

I say cold shit when I'm joking But he's a real nigga So he's quick to call me on it And I talk shit like Tammie With a silk purple bonnet Guard your heart at all cost Or else I might pawn it and finesse it Right now I am toxic I do not want to feel Different shades of chocolate boy Just sit back and just let me use you Just enjoy me while I numb Because right now I cannot love you Let's smoke this last blunt Because tonight I might leave you Just enjoy while I am numb Just enjoy while I am numb Just lay back and let me use you Just enjoy while I am numb Just enjoy while I am numb Right now I cannot love you Just enjoy while I am numb Just enjoy while I am numb Right now I want to f*ck you Just enjoy while I am numb Just enjoy while I am numb I lost myself trying to heal you, move Is this pain is worth the gain Tell me should I stay baby Tell me should I stay baby I took the pain and ran with it You broke my heart And I was deep in it Now I'm numb Call it non-attachment I'm leaving I'm leaving Today I cut myself Just to see if I still feel Numb to the bullshit Because none of it feels real Maybe I am dreaming Angels turns to demons I'm sick of arguing and fighting for no reason It broke my heart When I found out that you were cheating Your bestfriend told me And I really couldn't believe it You packed your bags And told me you were leaving Two wrongs don't make a right But it show as hell make it even That's why I f*ck you like I hate you But then I hold you like I love you All you do is tell me lies That's why I know I cannot trust you Cupid shot me and it's killing me I just want to touch you but you aint really feeling me All you do is drain my energy They say love is war It's like I am sleeping with the enemy Is this pain is worth the gain Tell me should I stay baby Tell me should I stay baby I took the pain and ran with it You broke my heart And I was deep in it Now I'm numb Call it non-attachment I'm leaving I'm leaving You can't replace a good girl with a good time You can't expect trust when you are convincing lies Captivated arguments through trauma bonds You know what I'm leaving this bullshit behind I'm leaving I'm leaving