Loner.

I realized it's me whose gonna love me I painted a picture so good it seemed so real Is it best lonely? Or drowning in your company? Don't need you, but hold me Before you leave me lonely Can't get it right never stays Written it on that page The good times go to waste When you caught up in a chase With the one that got away But you tried to make them stay Stare in a dark space stare in a dark place I wasn't ready for it you're never ready for it You're only ever prepared as good as now My words are never golden Even in the open Baby I was hopin'