Have you been in love?

Hey, have you been in love Cause I don't really know I give you my heart and then it turns cold The lies that you told I want you in my arms just to hold And let my love unfold thought you got my message I'm feeling depression I'm feeling arrested and pressed And I'm thinking about you I want you to hold me, control me Or you don't know me cause I've been through hurt and pain Which makes me insane with the people I loved and trust Turns out it's a lust which is a must Till my heart had enough so I just cussed almost said that text, that was a test What if I die young, I'm going to rest don't know what to do cause I am a mess She says she wanna die always suicide, popping the pills in the night She asked me if I was ok I say I'm doing alright You know I'm suicidal too, but you don't know that Instead I made this rap, but I learned not to love cause it's a trap I really shouldn't stay I really shouldn't stay Have you been in love Cause I don't really know I give you my heart and then it turns cold The lies that you told I want you in my arms just to hold And love my love a fold thought you got my message I'm feeling depression I'm feeling arrested and pressing I'm thinking about you I want you to hold me, control me Or you don't know me cause I've been through hurt and pain Wish me become insane with the people I loved and trust Turns out it's a lust which is a must Till my heart had enough so I just cussed almost said that text, that was a test What if I die? I'm going to rest don't know what to do cause I am a mess She said she wanna die always suicide, popping the pills in the night She asked me for more cash, say I'm doing alright You know I'm suicidal too, but you don't know that Inside of me is red, but I learned not to love cause it's a trap I really shouldn't stay I, I really shouldn't stay