Hell

The pain so sharp, I don't understand what is happening It's like every five seconds I'm getting kicked in my abdomen I try to get out but I can only have half thoughts Then time's up my mind is coming back and there's that kick again Just when I think I can't take anymore The cosmos callously proves me wrong I can only find relief when I'm sleeping But if I'm twenty-four hours asleep then why the hell am I breathing I tried a different approach, afternoon alcohol It doesn't work at all I don't know what to do anymore Insanity's in the rear view mirror miles behind Arms open wide I'm trying to die sons of anarchy style I'm afraid I'll never be the same again I keep riding forward I don't know where to turn It's insane cuz I know I'm on my way to hell Maybe I'll come out from the other side a man