Self Loss

I knew I shoulda never gave up on you Now I keep my cup and my blunt Even though I was low I shoulda seen it through Now I'm sippin till I'm numb Having regular meeting wit me myself little rituals Help us see how we grown up If I could ask for one thing I'm talkin bout a miracle Let my family eat till deceased like the nectars full All on schedule Ive been screaming out code blue Fell back on everyone who wouldnt die wit the crew I look to who's left in the mirror like it's all up to you I won't ever lose. Went blue starting finding all the clues Who woulda knew miracles really do come true Patient scheming Guess I'm losing to my demons Looking for a reason To pull up n get to squeezing errors created a heathen I'm trynna make friends Could leave ya health depleted Opposition gotta get deleted Control alt z it Turn back time to when you was just a semen When life flash it'll leave you wondering the meanin Wild child Doped on arrival Vanquish all the rivals Leave em in denial Proper adult Don't follow all the rules but we gone walk the walk We gone line the chalk We gone rip em up and we gone send em off Patient scheming Guess I'm losing to my demons Looking for a reason To pull up n get to squeezing Errors created a heathen I'm trynna make friends Could leave ya health depleted Opposition gotta get deleted Control alt z it Turn back time to when you was just a semen When life flash it'll leave you wondering the meanin Wild child Doped on arrival Vanquish all the rivals Leave em in denial Proper adult Don't follow all the rules but we gone walk the walk We gone line the chalk We gone rip em up and we gone send em off I knew I shoulda never gave up on you Now I keep my cup and my blunt Even though I was low I shoulda seen it through Now I'm sippin till I'm numb Having regular meeting wit me myself little rituals Help us see how we grown up If I could ask for one thing I'm talkin bout a miracle Let my family eat till deceased like the nectars full All on schedule Ive been screaming out code blue Fell back on everyone who wouldnt die wit the crew I look to who's left in the mirror like it's all up to you I won't ever lose. Went blue starting finding all the clues Who woulda knew miracles really do come true