It Hurts When You Pay for It

I just need some validation Need to prove I'm doing right Need to hear from the people I wanna gain some insight But all I hear, so severe Makes me wanna lose my mind For this I pay, to hear you say To try again sometime Is all my work here just for nothing? Why care about faceless words? Put myself through endless torture All I know is it hurts when you pay for it Not like I need the pressure Not like this is life or death But there's still this stinging feeling inside I'm no good unless you come to confide What I do, to change the mood To make our dreams come true For all I know, it's just for show And I"m the only one who cares What am I to do? Is all my work here just for nothing? Why care about faceless words? Put myself through endless torture All I know is it hurts when you pay for it I don't like unsolicited advise But its hard to take what I asked fore The hardest pill to swallow Is the one of your own design Is all my work here just for nothing? Why care about faceless words? Put myself through endless torture All I know is it hurts when you pay for it