Damage Dynamics

You say so many wonderful words About how it would have been Could have been should have been If everybody else was just like you You said we'd all live happily ever after In the Kingdom of Your Word Where I'd spend the rest of my life doing everything you want Til a day that I could measure all the faith I've placed in you As oppression I have placed upon myself Til I just couldn't help but chase down any hope in the horizon If its gonna help me feel so far from your control And Your Grace Burning holes into my days For every single time our minds go to waste I'll see damage done Yeah, I bet you'll tell me that it all just looks the same You believe in all of your cynical remarks about the way it is And how you think I fit into this picture So this time when I just stare at distance Listening to your heartfelt lies I'm fantasizing crimes to call my own Will it be how I could agonize my way into your open arms Will I find a way to bend this tragedy Through synchronicities that bring my will to life Maybe I'll throw elbows when I'm almost gone Maybe I'll laugh when you fall down To see if it lifts me up to watch you torn to pieces just like me Maybe I'll never smile the way you want me to When you can see me Cos I always gotta make my next move like it's my last chance To fall from Your Grace It's turned me sore for so many days For every single time our lives go to waste I'll see damage done Yeah, I bet you'll tell me that it all just looks the same