Until the Silence

What made me is strong and wise and cast out from here for the same reason why my paradox burns me up inside So I start a fire to light my way through all the darkness I've put into place And watch my creations battle for control Build them up, hold them close, tear them down one more time I'm always going around the bend I'm coming back to do it again, and this time my obsessions have grown whole Cos words are binding and lies are true, and immanence is everywhere I listen to me I listen to you and fight through resentment, and promises of pain Build them up, hold them close, tear them down one more time Now I see this wheel is turning Strange how I must cherish life through all the ways I seek out death To show me why I still believe in No more loss and no more pain from endless hope and endless change And no more hurt and no shame from infinite love and infinite gain For fantasies and wildest dreams, I lust until the silence Will, be done!