Slow Negative Order

Never again, never, never againAm i buried in the black of a nameHow can you say this is punishment for my crimesHow can i justifyWaiting for the feelingPinned down by your expectationSacrificing beingMyself a little moreWatch you disappearingWanting you to take me with youSmile if you can hear me say I wasted it all on you(Time slowly betraysAnd now i take what i’m owed)Time slowly betrays, it betrays every one of usAnd now i take what i’m owed, i claim what was promised to me long agoOh god it feels like so long agoTime slowly betrays, has nobody told you, has nobody told you?I never did enough and now it’s timeTo make me part with yours and mine Never again, never, never againAm i buried in the black of a nameHow can you say this is punishment for my crimesOh god i’ve wasted it all on you