Contingency

She would tell me everything but sits in silence I would tell her anything she lacks reliance Think of what went wrong think about my options Ending up alone or I'll die trying Spent my years worrying about someone else Said my fears now she kiss and tell Now I know I'm better off by myself Waste my memories on the wishing well I need to remove you from the past Get rid memories we never had She ruined me with what she'd say I wish we had a contingency I need to remove you from the past Get rid memories we never had She ruined me with what she'd say I wish we had a contingency Too far gone I don't deserve the guidance She don't really mind it do I even fight it Question everything before another person starts to fade Will it even matter in the end of almost anything Spent my years worrying about someone else Said my fears now she kiss and tell Now I know I'm better off by myself Waste my memories on the wishing well I need to remove you from the past Get rid memories we never had She ruined me with what she'd say I wish we had a contingency I need to remove you from the past Get rid memories we never had She ruined me with what she'd say I wish we had a contingency