Pretend

I haven't felt home in so long I've made some mistakes I've done so much wrong I tried to run from everything But I couldn't hide from my memories They followed me Did I let You down when I gave up When my weakness prevailed And when my selfishness won Do You feel betrayed by my wandering heart Would You take me back after all I've done I'm made of parts Meat and bones Is that all I am Because that's all I know Have I lost my salvation or have I always been dead Did I ever love You or did I just pretend Did I just pretend Did I just pretend Have I lost my salvation or have I always been dead Did I love You then or did I just pretend Did I just pretend Did I just pretend