Tell Me The Story Again (feat. Astrila)

You had a blood stain On your right sleeve And when i told you You attacked me And I'm not saying I'm not to blame I'm just saying that it's a shame Every time I think I get it right I lose more and more sleep every night I can take it but I'd rather not I feel less alive When I think of you And I pretend you died When you walked out the room And I'm not gonna lie And tell you everything's improved Cuz i would rather die Than let you try to kill me too It's alright It's alright To tell me you don't think about me It's alright It's alright To tell me you don't feel a fucking thing Leaning on your empathy Became too much a part of me And I was busy holding out For someone that I'd never be So I stayed way too close to you Because there's nothing I could do I wanted to be better But I'm only better without you And I would let you choke me out Just to prove the fucking point That you could live without me But oh goddamn How hollow you've become Every time you start to speak You just remember that you're numb. I feel less alive When I think of you And I pretend you died When you walked out the room And I'm not gonna lie And tell you everything's improved Cuz i would rather die Than let you try to kill me too It's alright It's alright To tell me you don't think about me It's alright It's alright To tell me you don't feel a fucking thing It's alright It's alright To not remember me It's alright It's alright Take everything you need It's alright It's alright I swear to god It's alright You made me never want to love again So I can hold on to this til the bitter end