i think i wanna die

I'm running out of time and I'm running out of options I'm running way from people who prevent me being in coffins I hate to be that guy But I'm sorry, think it's time For me to bloody realize that no one really cares for my life I think I wanna die Think I wanna die tonight I don't think someone can save me What if I'm out my mind Wait, I cannot be serious Think I'm mentally delirious There's something so mysterious that really makes me furious inside Woah woah I just took a dose and I woke up inside the hospital I thought I could control it but I'm still sipping on tropical Everything I come across looks very microscopical I feel so diabolical Beat me to a pulp All this fear makes me gulp Fill my liver with this cup Take me higher than I jump Then I pump it out my lungs Asthma Do you have the answer God shut me down Now i need another pastor Kill me Seal me Lock me in a cage Before everything you love is on my demon's dinner plate It'll hurt you Murk you Leave you in a way where you've met the low of lowest and there's no one who can save you now (now) Turn my smiles around (round) Push me to the ground (ground) I can't make a sound (sound) I can't even move (now) My friends think that I'm fooling (round) They think I think they stupid (wow) Scary when they live around In my head I just tell myself it's in my head It'll go away when I go rest But now I'm stuck inside my bed Now I realize I'm running out of time and I'm running out of options I'm running way from people who prevent me being in coffins I hate to be that guy But I'm sorry, think it's time For me to bloody realize that no one really cares for my life I think I wanna die Think I wanna die tonight I don't think someone can save me What if I'm out my mind Wait, I cannot be serious Think I'm mentally delirious There's something so mysterious that really makes me furious inside Woah woah I just took a dose and I woke up inside the hospital I thought I could control it but I'm still sipping on tropical Everything I come across looks very microscopical I feel so diabolical