I'm Out

He coughing and can't breathe Walking with the oxygen on I'm wondering Will he live to see me buy him a home Both of them hear me talking But I feel voiceless I'm wishing that they woulda made better life choices Cause I see my son Laughing and smiling from ear to ear Holding back tears He's the only thing keeping them here Too many years of thinking it's cool Smoking them Kools Reagonomics impacting the hood Digesting bad food Sends chills Going to the doctor And they just wanna give pills They don't wanna fight it If they got it then Its real All I do is write it I can't tell em how this feels They go back and ignite And say it's no big deal Don't even go to church Want me to pray for em Lost they will to live Want me to live another day for em I just gotta find another way for em Told me I can save the world But I can't save y'all I just need some more time To quit my day job Wishing that I could But I can't stay long So this is what it's coming to Look me in my eyes I'm right in front of you Tough convo I done made this here uncomfortable Sounding dumb saying I'm a die doing what I wanna do You just gone leave me with no hope I'd say you was insane But you expect the same results You mad but you knew What I was gone say before I spoke If it ain't broke don't fix... Well some shit is looking broke Why ain't change part of the scope Drowning your sorrows with liquor Choose to float Instead of grabbing fresh air choose to choke Don't wanna jump ship Rather go down with the boat Don't even go to church Want me to pray for em Lost they will to live Want me to live another day for em I just gotta find another way for em Told me I can save the world But I can't save y'all I just need some more time To quit my day job Wishing that I could But I can't stay long