Heaven

Yeah, It's Kei I ain't too worried about the money and the fame To be real Yeah I pray I make it up to heaven I can't wait But I ain't in a rush I ain't really been to church in months And I ain't really ever pray too much I don't never really say too much I don't never really say enough Gotta get it out before my time is up If I ain't on the list, then I'm signing up I pray I make it up to heaven I can't wait But I ain't in a rush I ain't really been to church in months And I ain't really ever pray too much I don't never really say too much I don't never really say enough Gotta get it out before my time is up If I ain't on the list, then I'm signing up I pray I make it up to heaven I can't wait But I ain't in a rush I ain't really been to church in months And I ain't really ever pray too much I don't never really say too much I don't never really say enough Gotta get it out before my time is up If I ain't on the list, then I'm signing up When I lost my brother in April God took him to make him my angel So many demons around me it's dangerous Mama taught me to not talk to strangers I stopped going to church cause I hate it I stopped praying cause I couldn't take it Pastor told me I'm destined for greatness I'm gone make it Just gotta be patient I just don't know what to do, I'm stupid, Ik I'm a fool I ain't been to church in a few I'm sorry I used Dewayne's death as an excuse I know he probably disappointed in me But it ain't the same if he ain't goin' with me Everybody sayin' that they know he with me Not everybody really know the difference We all grieve in our own way I might be grievin' the wrong way They tell me that it's gone be ok Don't think it'll ever be ok I'm thinkin' I really should pray about it I ain't really got too much to say about it Demons comin' around And they stay around me Think I need some protection Ain't safe around em I just hope that I'm livin' right And if I ain't Help me make it right If I should be livin' a different life Just show me a sign And I'll start tonight I just hope that I'm livin' right And if I ain't Help me make it right If I should be livin' a different life Just show me a sign And I'll start tonight Yeah I pray I make it up to heaven I can't wait But I ain't in a rush I ain't really been to church in months And I ain't really ever pray too much I don't never really say too much I don't never really say enough Gotta get it out before my time is up If I ain't on the list, then I'm signing up When God made my brother an angel Ain't gone lie man that just made me angry Everybody around me start changin' Really seen who was real and who fakin' I should go back to church and start prayin' Only stopped because I had an option I think I'm spiritually sick I should just go to the doctor Dear Lord Just gimme some guidance Come help me find it Cause I cannot find it I think I'm goin' the wrong way Turn me around if it's right behind me Redirect me if I'm misdirected If hell is where I'm headed Change my direction I pray I make it up to heaven I'll make it all right if you let me I'll make it all right if you tell me I ain't lose faith or none of that I just kinda lost hope And I don't think that it's coming back I don't need church to make it to heaven But I still need communication At least I'm praying But if you not Then how in the hell you expect to make it You can't just walk into somebody house In my house You'd be kick out So how you expectin' to walk into heaven You can't take a second To send up a message My ultimate goal is to make it to heaven Lord Forgive Me I'm sorry for being a stranger I wanna be welcomed So this is my thank you I pray I make it up to heaven I can't wait But I ain't in a rush I ain't really been to church in months And I ain't really ever pray too much I don't never really say too much I don't never really say enough Gotta get it out before my time is up If I ain't on the list, then I'm signing up