I'm Sorry

Riding round with the fire on me Seatbelt on, know I'm strapped Sharing my location with my mama Case they tryna take me off the map Nowadays you can't lack So it's always with me everywhere I'm at I'm just tryna reach my destination I love you if I don't make it back And you was supposed to have my back Tired of all these niggas fronting Instead you shot me in my back Nigga I thought we was brothers I really thought I could trust ya If I had breath in my lungs then I would say "F*ck ya" I don't know which one of you niggas did it But f*ck all y'all niggas, I cannot forgive ya You lucky I didn't survive Cause I promise yo ass woulda died I was down for the ride But it wasn't the same when I had to drive Bro don't be looking surprised Wish I was still alive to put it right between your eyes I had my whole life ahead of me You did what you did now you dead to me Ironic Cause really I'm the one that's dead Remember using mechanical pencils in school Only time I gave my niggas lead You took me away from my family You took me away from my mama You took me away from my siblings You took me away from my father I thought we was cool but nahh Now I see that's what you wanted me to think I was just hanging with some of my niggas I hear a ... Then I wake up deceased Like how the f*ck could you do it? The f*ck did I do to deserve it? We coulda talked about it, even fought about it You ain't have to grab the fucking burner Bitch What is this world coming to? And I still had a bunch to do I'm sorry Mama, I ain't clean my room I'm so sorry that I left too soon I'm sorry my body ain't heal the wound I'm sorry for what you all going through I'm sorry it's nothing that I can do I'm sorry you planning my funeral Be careful who you call your friends Be careful who you call your brothers I wasn't looking for trouble Now my people, they looking for justice You caused alotta collateral damage You might as well just killed my whole family You did what you did and I don't understand it Wish I could go back and be the last man standing Riding round with fire on me Seatbelt on, know I'm strapped Sharing my location with my mama Case they tryna take me off the map Nowadays you can't lack So it's always with me everywhere I'm at I'm just tryna reach my destination I love you if I don't make it back And you was supposed to have my back How the f*ck I end up with a bullet in it? You ain't never have no good intentions Can't believe I ever thought you was a real one How the ones who brought me in this world Also get to see me make an exit? Same ones who seen me make my entrance Also have to see me put to rest I"m sorry for all of the tears I'm sorry for all the future years I won't get to live I'm sorry for making all of these apologies That you won't even get to hear Just know that I'm always here And where I'm at, I'm not scared Even got some family up here Feel like I'm looking in the mirror But I can't imagine how you feel I just know it don't feel real I really wish it wasn't real So I could tell you how I really feel Cause I know how you felt about me I know that y'all loved and y'all cared about me Even if you ain't say it, I know you solid I know who got me I'm so sorry that the reaper got me I'm sorry that you have to see my body I'm sorry to ever have to see you crying I'm really sorry and I can't deny it That your baby boy Crossed over to the other side I'm sorry that I couldn't stay alive If I could you know I woulda tried I'm sorry I can't look you in your eyes But I'm good in the afterlife Got some family up here Who gone make sure that I'm acting right I got some uncle and aunties and cousins That I ain't ever get to meet in life I just hope y'all alright I ain't die, I just followed the light I'm just waiting till we meet again But don't rush it, take your time What is this world coming to? And I still had a bunch to do I'm sorry Mama, I ain't clean my room I'm so sorry that I left too soon I'm sorry my body ain't heal the wound I'm sorry for what you all going through I'm sorry it's nothing that I can do I'm sorry you planning my funeral Riding round with the fire on me Seatbelt on, know I'm strapped Sharing my location with my mama Case they tryna take me off the map Nowadays you can't lack So it's always with me everywhere I'm at I'm just tryna reach my destination I love you if I don't make it back