Strongest Soldiers

I got way too many problems I got way too many struggles But I heard God gives the toughest battles to his strongest soldiers I been fighting with these demons My soul they tryna get ahold of I'm just going with the motions But the Devil getting closer My life only getting shorter Gotta focus on what's important I been fighting with myself Gotta deal with it on my lonely I got way too many problems I got way too many struggles But I heard God gives the toughest battles to his strongest soldiers I used to think I was weak But I ain't as strong as you think I'm still working out the kinks Everything different when you blink Watched it all go down the drain It all went down the kitchen sink They all watched me cry a river & wonder how I ain't sink It ain't that deep I stood up & realized that shit was shallow When the sun goes down, they fade away like my shadow Everyday is a battle Life beating me with a paddle They wanting me to skedaddle They see me climbing up & they started shaking the ladder But when I fall down, they act like they don't know what happened They just praying for my downfall Where would I be without y'all? They treat me like an outlaw But f*ck that Now I'm moving from where I was in stuck at Been this way since a rugrat Since Mama told me don't touch that If she said it then Ima trust that & she ain't gone here no fuss back But Mama told me I was strong, I ain't believe her Till I started fighting demons, now she really got me thinking Like Damn I'm really stronger than I look Please don't judge me by my cover, you just gotta read the book I tore out a couple pages, it's some things'll have you shook If I let you read it all, you gone get hooked Some things ain't for the book New problems everyday, they piling up all at once Fighting new shit everyday, I ain't doing this shit for fun Ima keep on fighting even after they tell me I'm done Ima keep on fighting even after they tell me I won I got way too many problems I got way too many struggles But I heard God gives the toughest battles to his strongest soldiers I been fighting with these demons My soul they tryna get ahold of I'm just going with the motions But the Devil getting closer My life only getting shorter Gotta focus on what's important I been fighting with myself Gotta deal with it on my lonely I got way too many problems I got way too many struggles But I heard God gives the toughest battles to his strongest soldiers