Owed 2 Me

Losin' ones that's close to me On my back they holdin' me Momma lookin scared Because wit that look It's no controllin' me Just ask that you don't fold on me Matter fact jus don't let go uh me Seein that I'm stressin When you ask Shit I say overly Thinkin if I died Shit would they cover me In rosaries Or turn me to sum Ashes And go spread me cross the ocean sea Really think it's hope for me Really think it's old to me Ain't never stuck my hand out But this shit it's owed to me fr if I walk up out this door If I'm gon come back Like if I leave N say I'm gon Is it for real this time I swear I'm losin' all of my real friends And I can't cope this time Put a barrel to my head I hope it go this time Askin questions To myself Shit Can I rewind time And If I can I'll go myself So many people Dippin' out Sometimes I wanna go myself Like i don't want nobody love Sometimes I wanna hold myself Thinkin' late at night Like is watchin me Like Do they really see me Shit I got 1000 wishes Wish I had a genie I know it's someone Lookin down Tryna just talk to me And shit I wish I felt yo presence Like jus walk to me One more conversation One more laugh And add a smile on it Mind been spinnin Thinkin bout the past I'm Uppin miles on it I been thinkin So god damn fast I gotta drug hard Know that I'm gon miss you so bad And shit I love hard Kno that I can't speak To you again Like where I'm gon start Errybody say they kno Errybody say got they you Errybody showed they don't When errybody chose to lie You went and showed me that you won't Losin ones that's close to me On my back they holdin me Momma lookin scared Because wit that look It's no controllin me Just ask that you don't fold on me Matter fact jus don't let go uh me Seein that I'm stressin When you ask Shit I say overly Thinkin if I died Shit would they cover me In rosaries Or turn me to sum Ashes N go spread me cross the ocean sea Really think it's hope for me Really think it's old to me Ain't never stuck my hand out But this shit it's owed to me fr