I am a sad person

Depression hits you like a truck out of nothingness Then you lay in bed wishing to cease to exist I make my songs to express my loneliness And then it pops just like a pilar cyst I have this fear that everybody hates me Even the people who are my closest company Even if you tell me that you love me My brain tells me that you are lying I am a weak human I am a sad person I need (I need) happiness Where is it? I love you Do you love me too? I need you I wanna hate you I am a weak human I am a sad person I need (I need) happiness Where is it? I am a sad person