Poetic Dreams

In my dreams, you told me a thousand times I met you on the way, and let you kill your way Time is all, if I can't believe in you Wait until the way, is gone and left forever Came up as a youngster, fucking with this rap shit Money on my mind, I don't wanna have to clap shit I see it in my dreams, so I know I gotta have it Mission is success, and if I fail, I can't have that Money, motivation, racing, pacing to the finish line They don't have to like me, but I'm gonna take what's mine Got my pride in my music, and I'm loving what I'm doing Some might say my dream's too big, but I keep on pursuing My mama told me I should go to school and learn to trade But I was born with a gift, give me a chance, let me get rich Stop fucking with these tricks, nah I ain't in it for no bitch I'm working every single day, can't you tell, look at this Nah, I don't want the fame, I'm just doing what I love Play no games, hater go head and mug Swag a million, I am all of the above I got the power in my voice to turn the hatred back to love Still sitting here wondering if I'ma ever blow I wonder if I'll ever even have one show Who knows, only God, so I place it in His hands I'm a man with a plan to give the world to my little man He can have what he wants, something that I never had I ain't saying I had it bad, but I wanna give him what I never had Life's like a never ending game, and when it comes to being a man We all the same, we all the motherfucking same What goes through our brain, I really don't know what this feeling is Are you hearing this, why don't they listen, I'm trying to get my point across I ain't trying to floss, that's just how I am when it comes to rap You can thank Em, he opened the door, now I'm trying to get in So get out of my way, cause I'm running right through Imma do me, so you do you, do you see what I see, can you do what I do The answer to that question is, yes I'm on some other shit Need I say no more, cause the rest is irrelevant Let's settle this, the shit I spit, I know them boys be feeling this In my dreams, you told me a thousand times How much you love me, and yet you can't I'm a fool, if I can't believe in you I'm waiting to make, a phone call forever All these long nights, man I'm up all night Staring at an empty bottle, wishing it would turn white Amphetamine Fien, man them pills haunt my dreams But I need them to get by, so I take like three Now two days fade away, and I still didn't eat Got these voices in my head, telling me I need to sleep And trust me all I wanna do is just get some fucking sleep How sick is this, practice what you preach, then I'm a fucking pharmacist I know they probably sick of this, same old fucking song again Statistically, this is history, and I can't rewrite it, so listen to me I'm fixing to be the sickest MC that you ever heard in your life times 3 Realistically, what's missing is me, so turn the beat up and listen to me Truthfully, I don't give a f*ck if you f*ck with me, I'ma still do me It's more than just the music, it's my life, it's therapeutic And without it I would lose it, take a shot, let's get stupid Shut the f*ck up, no excuses, just do it for the music In my dreams, you told me a thousand times How much you wanna make, and that you care And I know, I can't believe in you I'm waiting for you, darling, I'm still waiting